people who keep me ALIVE!

5:01 AM | Labels: alive, cokefloat, dad, janell, jaswill, karloe, kimberly, laydz, miles, mom, people, verwin

what should i say about this? well though I'm pissed with my life, i still thank God for having such nice and loving person around my "damn" (as i could see it) world. i wrote this article 'coz i wanna share to world how grateful i am for having them. and at the moment that they read this, i wish that they would believe me. hehe 'coz maybe some of them will say "atik" (especially Jaswill..). hehe this is in NO PARTICULAR ORDER.okey?

* my family (most especially MOM AND DAD) *

well i know that I'm not born sweet and affectionate on my feelings towards them. and though we have a lot (i mean a real so much, a lot) of misunderstandings, we still find a way to reconcile even though we didn't mean it. it just happens.

my mom(who's in brown) is so loving. and i know everyone in the family also knows that. she's the kind who's really strict in terms of house cleanliness and "gimiks". but i was lucky 'coz in my time, she had lessen that no-so-cute attitude. hehe i love her more than anyone in the world. but i don't think she knows that. i grew up not open to her (well not all the things, i mean, i don't know. basta). she understands me more than the other people in the family. she's always there for me and i guess i got her qualities. being strict. haha if not for her, i won't be as smart (sabi nila) as what i am now. she's my first teacher. my true mother can't even reach the care my mommy had given me.

my dad (obviously the man). haha you know why he always wear his cap? 'coz he's conscious of his getting bald head. hehe sssssh! quiet ka lang. my dad is also a loving one like my mom. i salute him for being so head-over-heels to my mom. hehe kumusta naman yon? well, have you already seen a husband as old as him who still do the laundry? the dish washing? the house cleaning? the clothe ironing? going to the supermarket? paying the bills? that's my dad! he's the best! all-in-one. one of a kind. i admit he's also strict. especially when it comes to curfew. haha even my mom is not an exemption to that rule of him. at his body build, you can't say that he's already 67, isn't it?

i would exchange everything i have for the two of them. promise.

* my boyfriends *

haha before I've been a gurlalooo, i used to be a boyish when i was young. i hang out with boys than girls 'coz i don't trust girls that much. i thought they're backstabbers. gonna introduce to you my best buds back in elementary and high school.

verwin(ang pangit kong BF!) haha... i call him pangit. actually, that's what we call each other when in the

teasing mood. well, this guy is a tall, dark and pangit (haha handsome pala). yeah,

yeah. i admit it. he's cute and handsome. many girls has a crush on him. they even envy me for being the closest girl to him. haha. selos sila. ok! ok! may crush din ako sa kanya! hehe... what's wrong with a crush right?

verwin is the suplado yet mayabang type if you look at hi.(but slightly true. hehe) he's a smart one. a perfectionist. but i love him (as my BF) for being there for me. though i often thought he doesn't care for me, i felt his presence. with the simple guitar and chess bonding that we had. the alive thing. the kulitan. it comforted me enough. he's one of a kind.

karlo (the most annoying person I'd known). i said annoying 'coz he do the things you tell him not to do. and he loves it when he sees that you're annoyed with him. he makes fun of many people. but despite that, that's I've learned to love about it somehow. if not for his kapalmukz persona, i don't know if i could still go to the stage and lead every program. he's a good influence somehow. hehe i love him (as my BF again) for being there for me. he never forgets to tell me his stories. he listens to me. though i don't really want to talk about my life 'coz it would just make me funny in front of him seeing my cry. hehe... he acts like 2 decades older than his age. he's also a perfectionist. i think? uhmm... what else? he said he loves girls. but i don't believe him... haha peace! he's also one of a kind. sobra pa kay verwin.

* my girlfriends (my triplet sistahs.hehe) *

jaswill(my ever naruto addict friend). i don't understand why a lot of teenagers are going crazy over naruto like her. but anyway, you can call her bobok. that's her nickname. i was just so glad that we'll be studying at the same school. with the same course. with the same subjects.with the same rooms. and with the same schedule! haha... after too many hindrances and reasons why we think we can't see each other often anymore, we fell into one school. the original plan. haha. well this girl is so dear to me. as in doe-a-deer-a-female-deer... hehe kidding. i don't know why we became close. she loves anime, i'm not. she loves techno music,and i'm so not. she's a reader and a discover, and i'm definitely so-so not. haha i think the thing that we share in common is, we're both NBSB (no boyfriend since birth) hot girls. haha. well what's wrong with that? i'm not ashame to be one. and i'm sure she either. this girl is moody. like me. hehe she's even the founder of antiLove. she's crazy. really. sobra pa sa akin. (walang kokontra. blog ko toh.heheh)... i love her (as my GBF) for listening to all my burdens. hehe... she knows most of my secrets. she's my sexytary. aha!

kimberly(my ever kikay sistah). she's a bad influence to me. you know why? i learned to notice cute guys and be vocal about it because of her. haha one thing i couldn't forget about this girl is the way she dresses. not the conservative one. she's a fashionista as i call it. madaldal. pa-cute ng pa-cute. sosyal. and suplada looking chick. but that's what i love about her. her girly-girly attitude is far from the kind that i hate. i thought i won't be good friend with her. i'm not the type who's FC(feeling close). but believe she is. that's why our friendship grew like this. hehe she's with me through the creaziest things we do together. we have a lot in common. music. movies. clothing lines. many things. hehe she's also crazy. she's actually a freak. hehe peace! she's also very dear to me. as in reinDear! haha...mwaaaah!

* cokefloat (one word so that i would be the original)

i bet for whoever who's reading this who is close to me, she or he is smiling for seeing this picture. especially Jaswill and Kimberly. hehe

his name is James. cute right? he's james while i am kris.hehe wala lang. just making a little sense. the reason i included him on the list is that, he's actually making me smile through his baduy style of courting. i've known him for months now. but i should admit that it's not enough time for feelings to burst on my side since our communication is only through texts until now. but i don't know. i just discovered one day that i am not comfortable anymore not receiving any text from him. yeah i know. i must be falling in the canal. hehe... i know he's a good person. and he's also sweet.

but then again, who knows? he might be my first one, right? haha... let's see..... i love him for loving me. would that make sense? haha i'm crazy!

* my twin angels (janell & miles) *

they are so cute right? i guess these twins were the charm of the family. remember when i won the National news writing contest? that month was the month they came to our family. i could still remember how excited i was to go home so that i could see twin babies for the first time (manol kumbaga). hehe... while at the car, i still can't believe the truth. i was always asking if my tita had really bore twins? what do they look like? are they healthy? are they identical? fraternal? what? are they cute like me? hahha oooppps! uhm... what are their names? questions like that which bothered me 'til i reached their house.

the first picture from the left is Janell (mahinhin kuno pero maarte)... they said that she looks completely like me when i was still her age. then i said, she must be beautiful when she grows up then. hahaha...but well, janell is really cute. when you carry her, she'll point to any object. and make sounds as if she wants you to get what she's pointing at. she is not fond of being carried. and she's not the type who wants to be distracted (like me). she just sometimes smile (like me again. haha)... but i don't care. if that was really my attitude. this is me. and that was her. hehe mwaaaah!

the second picture is Miles (Santino look-alike). this kiddo is the opposite of her twin. she is malambing. acts like a baby boy. i think she thought that she is a boy. well, how would she know if she's a venus or a zues? hehe... look at her eyes. are you reminded of Santino looking at it? those big yet charming eyes? i can't resist from kissing her when she smiles and looks at me with those big, open-wide eyes. Janell is prettier than her when you see them from a far. but look closely. Miles is much charming. i think she also had some of my qualities. being a boyish one. haha

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so now, i'm done. but i just wanna clarify that this not all. i still have other people around me who usually brightens my day by their simple texts and other stuff to make me fell i'm important. like my classmates. my close friends. don't be jealous okey?

i love you all. thank you for reading my post! please leave a comment. mwaaah.!