NOSTALGIASM

I have a lot of free time facing my computer today! It means, I also have time to update my blog though I know; I don’t really have a lot of fans. Hehe… anyway, this article I’m gonna post is about my dreams, courtesy of Faisal (a friend of mine).



LIGHTS. CAMERA. ACTION.


Hmmmn… my greatest dream is to be a director. As in a movie director. When I had realized that? T’was during my high school years. We usually had so many acting-related projects like doing a stage play of Odysseus (of course, my crazy mind told me to do a parody of it). Another chance of being a director was our first stage presentation during junior high. It was entitled “baylot”. And in fact, due to consistent public demand, a Christmas sequel of it! Every time I remember it, I just can’t help myself from laughing because, I can’t believe we had done something really stupid yet made all the audiences laugh to death. Haha… I should say that I have a talent in directing; in directing comedies. Before, I wanted to be the character in a movie. But as I discover myself, I realized that I’m too shy for that job. I might be best working behind the camera. How I wish I could reach that dream.



AROUND THE WORLD




I also dream of travelling around the world! I want to walk through the great wall of China. I want see the pyramids of Egypt for myself. I want see the green Pasteur of New Zealand. I want to touch the camels of the Middle East. I want to feel the four seasons of the USA, I want to shop at Paris, France. I want to meet the cute guys of Taiwan and Korea. I would love to feel the heat of the sun on the beaches of Maldives and many more!




But of course, before I’ll explore the other nations, I would love visit beautiful spots of my own country! I want to step on the chocolate hills. I want to enjoy the climate of Baguio and Bukidnon. I wan to swim in the beaches of boracay and Palawan. I want to see the Spanish inspired hoses of Vigan. I want to explore the other breath-taking spots of Davao. Hoooh! I got a lot of places to put on my future schedule. Hehe

How bout you? What’s your dream? Ü

Same here. ;)

Of course I know the feeling of doing your best but then it's still not enough for the people you are aiming to be proud of you. You burn your eyebrows to study hard very late at night. You try to be the best in all aspects. And when you think you achieved the goal, all you can hear is, “did you top the class?”, “what’s the score of…”, “I wish you get a high grade as…”. See? Those statements suck!

I’m always I to such situations. But you know what I do? I ignore them. Yeah, it’s very hard to ignore especially if your ego is hit. Who the hell loves to be compared with someone they think better than you?! But guys, in order to survive the disaster, try to think that what you’re doing is right and that you’re not pleasing them, you’re pleasing yourself. You’re doing it for your own good.

Pull off those shits from your head. Lol! :D

so, how about you? got some shit to share?

well,,, hi?! i miss to post here on my blog. it's been like a century since i posted my last article here. when i opened my blog i was surprised and became happy 'coz the number of viewers increased! wow! what an achievement! i didn't know that there are still people who waste their time glancing at my blog. hehe


anyway, i know that it's late to tell you the good newS! i have a lot of time surfing the net because our semestral break begun 3 weeks ago. and forgive me, i'll be back to school on Monday. so probably, i won't be able to update my blog again. *poof!*


wondering about my title? uhmm... it started last week, when i was praying. you know i have a lot of insecurities. about why can't i have that and be happy and do whatever i want like what other girls can. i ask God about that. but suddenly, a solution popped into my mind in which, i don't even know how that happened. in the middle of my prayer, my mind told me that I SHOULD LOVE MYSELF FIRST before loving anyone and anything else. so i realized that may be right.

you know, i've been in a lot of chaotic situations and definitely all of them hurt me. and now, i decided to hold on to the conclusion that my mind, and might as well, GOD advised me to do.

forget the past. let go of the people who caused me pain before. refresh my perception 'bout life. be the best as i can be. think positive. ignore bad things the best i can. strive hard to achieve my dreams. and most of all acknowledge GOD in every little thing He does. right?


so starting this 2nd semester, i'll try to escape from my weaknesses. especially about "__________________". haha... past is past. let there be present. a new one. a new one who won't cause me pain. hehe...May God Help Me. :)