past is past...gotta start a new life

well,,, hi?! i miss to post here on my blog. it's been like a century since i posted my last article here. when i opened my blog i was surprised and became happy 'coz the number of viewers increased! wow! what an achievement! i didn't know that there are still people who waste their time glancing at my blog. hehe


anyway, i know that it's late to tell you the good newS! i have a lot of time surfing the net because our semestral break begun 3 weeks ago. and forgive me, i'll be back to school on Monday. so probably, i won't be able to update my blog again. *poof!*


wondering about my title? uhmm... it started last week, when i was praying. you know i have a lot of insecurities. about why can't i have that and be happy and do whatever i want like what other girls can. i ask God about that. but suddenly, a solution popped into my mind in which, i don't even know how that happened. in the middle of my prayer, my mind told me that I SHOULD LOVE MYSELF FIRST before loving anyone and anything else. so i realized that may be right.

you know, i've been in a lot of chaotic situations and definitely all of them hurt me. and now, i decided to hold on to the conclusion that my mind, and might as well, GOD advised me to do.

forget the past. let go of the people who caused me pain before. refresh my perception 'bout life. be the best as i can be. think positive. ignore bad things the best i can. strive hard to achieve my dreams. and most of all acknowledge GOD in every little thing He does. right?


so starting this 2nd semester, i'll try to escape from my weaknesses. especially about "__________________". haha... past is past. let there be present. a new one. a new one who won't cause me pain. hehe...May God Help Me. :)