NOSTALGIASM

i know this blog title isn't original 'coz i took it from bainca gonzalez's blog last year. i was inspired to do like that of hers.

this 2009, i was observing people around me who had greatly inspired and had touched not just my life but also a lot of other people's lives.

oops! don't tell her that i posted her picture again. actually, she's our accounting teacher. the first time i met her, i got a cold feet. she's my first college teacher who scared me. and she even had me thought of transferring into another schedule. i was scared of her! she seems to be the worst teacher i imagined before entering college. i thought of her as a TERROR TEACHER. like those teachers who degrade their students and send them out, not teaching her students well and gives a lot of quizzes.shucks!

but, everything changed as we come to know her. she's not actually a TERROR one. she even make us laugh every meeting that we have. she has a straight-to-the-point way of teaching. and that's what we like about her. yeah, every meeting she drowns us with seat works, however, whenever we haven't finished it before the bell rings, she let us bring it home and consider it assignments.

she also shared her life stories. as a respected teacher, she did not hesitate to tell us that she had a " F " when she was in high school. we all laugh to death as she tells that story. she said, since her Chinese father believes that all reds are lucky, she was not scolded for it although it's a red " F "... haha

because of ma'am Gadia, i become more interested to the course which i thought is not right for me. before, i curse that BS-Accountancy course. but because of the way she taught us, i now LOVE ACCOUNTING! and i am now a GADIAPHILLIC!



* EFREN PEÑAFLORIDA (CNN HERO OF THE YEAR)

who wouldn't be inspired of this man who brought pride to our country not because of his skills and talent but because of his very kind heart. when i saw the news about him, i was really amaze of what he's doing. you can't see a person like him anywhere. he's one of kind. he gives time to stroll in the streets of Cavite and persuade street children to join him and participate in his offered lectures. and you know what? he's even the one providing those children their meriendas! he didn't mind walking under the heat of the sun pushing that kariton with books in it.

it's a great honor that he is recognized all over the world. he is awarded as the hero of the year. (and hey! i vote for him too!)... i am so proud of him. because of him, Filipinos are not just recognized because of our talents but now, also because of our pure heart for the least favored.

kuya Ef made me even think of joining his group. i also want to be like him who shows a great concern for our children. if he can do it, why can't we, right? SALUDO AKO SA'YO KUYA EF!



* BATOS 




hehe... this all-girl group. when my college life started, i never thought that i could meet friends and be close to them so much. and i never thought that i would be friends with all girls since from the start, i am really one-of-the-boys.

well, let me introduce you to my a "sorority-like-but-not-really-like-that" group. we are the BATOS! we are classmates during the first semester. hmmmn... i love this group because, we had the same interest. we are not afraid of laughing loudly and etcetera. i was inspired to go to school because of them... hehe char!

(..to be continued...)

I have a lot of free time facing my computer today! It means, I also have time to update my blog though I know; I don’t really have a lot of fans. Hehe… anyway, this article I’m gonna post is about my dreams, courtesy of Faisal (a friend of mine).



LIGHTS. CAMERA. ACTION.


Hmmmn… my greatest dream is to be a director. As in a movie director. When I had realized that? T’was during my high school years. We usually had so many acting-related projects like doing a stage play of Odysseus (of course, my crazy mind told me to do a parody of it). Another chance of being a director was our first stage presentation during junior high. It was entitled “baylot”. And in fact, due to consistent public demand, a Christmas sequel of it! Every time I remember it, I just can’t help myself from laughing because, I can’t believe we had done something really stupid yet made all the audiences laugh to death. Haha… I should say that I have a talent in directing; in directing comedies. Before, I wanted to be the character in a movie. But as I discover myself, I realized that I’m too shy for that job. I might be best working behind the camera. How I wish I could reach that dream.



AROUND THE WORLD




I also dream of travelling around the world! I want to walk through the great wall of China. I want see the pyramids of Egypt for myself. I want see the green Pasteur of New Zealand. I want to touch the camels of the Middle East. I want to feel the four seasons of the USA, I want to shop at Paris, France. I want to meet the cute guys of Taiwan and Korea. I would love to feel the heat of the sun on the beaches of Maldives and many more!




But of course, before I’ll explore the other nations, I would love visit beautiful spots of my own country! I want to step on the chocolate hills. I want to enjoy the climate of Baguio and Bukidnon. I wan to swim in the beaches of boracay and Palawan. I want to see the Spanish inspired hoses of Vigan. I want to explore the other breath-taking spots of Davao. Hoooh! I got a lot of places to put on my future schedule. Hehe

How bout you? What’s your dream? Ü

Same here. ;)

Of course I know the feeling of doing your best but then it's still not enough for the people you are aiming to be proud of you. You burn your eyebrows to study hard very late at night. You try to be the best in all aspects. And when you think you achieved the goal, all you can hear is, “did you top the class?”, “what’s the score of…”, “I wish you get a high grade as…”. See? Those statements suck!

I’m always I to such situations. But you know what I do? I ignore them. Yeah, it’s very hard to ignore especially if your ego is hit. Who the hell loves to be compared with someone they think better than you?! But guys, in order to survive the disaster, try to think that what you’re doing is right and that you’re not pleasing them, you’re pleasing yourself. You’re doing it for your own good.

Pull off those shits from your head. Lol! :D

so, how about you? got some shit to share?

well,,, hi?! i miss to post here on my blog. it's been like a century since i posted my last article here. when i opened my blog i was surprised and became happy 'coz the number of viewers increased! wow! what an achievement! i didn't know that there are still people who waste their time glancing at my blog. hehe


anyway, i know that it's late to tell you the good newS! i have a lot of time surfing the net because our semestral break begun 3 weeks ago. and forgive me, i'll be back to school on Monday. so probably, i won't be able to update my blog again. *poof!*


wondering about my title? uhmm... it started last week, when i was praying. you know i have a lot of insecurities. about why can't i have that and be happy and do whatever i want like what other girls can. i ask God about that. but suddenly, a solution popped into my mind in which, i don't even know how that happened. in the middle of my prayer, my mind told me that I SHOULD LOVE MYSELF FIRST before loving anyone and anything else. so i realized that may be right.

you know, i've been in a lot of chaotic situations and definitely all of them hurt me. and now, i decided to hold on to the conclusion that my mind, and might as well, GOD advised me to do.

forget the past. let go of the people who caused me pain before. refresh my perception 'bout life. be the best as i can be. think positive. ignore bad things the best i can. strive hard to achieve my dreams. and most of all acknowledge GOD in every little thing He does. right?


so starting this 2nd semester, i'll try to escape from my weaknesses. especially about "__________________". haha... past is past. let there be present. a new one. a new one who won't cause me pain. hehe...May God Help Me. :)

actually, i am really too late of posting my story abut my first day high. i was supposed to blog that story on the very first day but due to some circumstances, i fail to do so. and tonight, after reading bianca's blog again, i got inspired again to post another story of mine. and i don't care whether i don't have many fans like superbianca. :)


so my first day in college was really that different. i could still remember how early i was (my first class starts at 8:30). and my friend, Jaswill, was still on their house so i got worried on whom shall i spend my time with. i couldn't bear other students looking at me whenver i pass by them. they were all on their uniforms and because i am new, i was still on my civilian.

before leaving the house, i actually "peed" 3 times! maybe it's because of nervousness. i don't know. c'mon! it's my first time in college! haha who isn't?! well anyway. when i reached school, i went to the comfort room to pee again. shuckz! i can't remember drinking a lot of water?! you know what's the memorable thing? when i placed my bag on top of the bowl (the top of the flash), i panicked when it slid down to the bowl's hole! i immediately pull it off but unfortunately, some parts of it were already wet. nincompoop! thank God, my valuable things hadn't get wet.

i feel so alone and i don't know what to do after that. but i was lucky when a girl approached me and confirmed if were we on the same block. i remembered her face and i said yes! we introduced one another and so on. we waited for the bell. it's very weird. i feel excited yet uhm... nervous? i felt like i was dreaming at that time.

we went upstairs and there i saw my other NEW CLASSMATES. some of them are really nice on the first meeting. we even laugh so hard that we get tears of joy when we saw Karen, already in the room attending the first batchers on the subject. her face was really shocked when she saw us outside. while our expression? we kept on laughing at her! she suposed to have the English subject with us. but i can't blame her, she's also a first timer. too bad, she was the chosen one to experience such embarrassment. haha

8:30-9:30 A.M. - ENGLISH 1

so we're now on our first room in our first subject. our teacher is really a small but terrible one. on the first meeting, he let us answer why studying English is important. i was nervous to raise my hand however, i still did it. and another awkward moment was when i forgot the words that i was supposed to say. and i stand too long where of course, everybody were looking and waiting for my words to come out. Gosh! it was very embarrassing! i'm like melting. but i was still lucky that i was able to answer. however, that one sucks!


9:30-10:30 A.M - ACCOUNTING 111

woops! this time, we're heading off to our only MAJOR subject. when we first saw our professor, we got scared. really. because she impressed us by shouting and by being strict as soon as we entered our classroom. she told us to shut up. her face is kind of old like those professors i see in movies. she looks strict and hard to approach. she informed us about the rules and regulations she wants us to follow. "OMG! could we survive the whole 2 hours with her scary eyes and voice!", i thought to myself. and we were very surprised when she told us to get our book and answer a certain page. wow! that was really unusual. first seatwork on our first day?! cool huh!




haizt! i won't be able to fnish the whole first day because it would take you hours to read it. and you might find it boring. let's just say that this is just a glimpse. right? just ask me if you want some details. :)

I'm a total ignorant of College life. You know why? Because first, i was shocked (and still perhaps I am) of the culture. On how teachers train collgege students, on how my classmates are, everything that i'm not used to encounter.

And because of that shock, i got sick. maybe one of the reasons is, i'm so stressed. i feel so pressured! and i'd never cared about my health and had been a rebel of eating and doing things that are not supposed to be eaten. so what had happened to me?

i already had my first absent on the very first week of the class. i'm gonna tell you alright? here's what happened, on a Tuesday night, i saw a small pack of a chocolate on the freezer ( i won't tell the brand but it's a Toblerone). it was a pasalubong from my tita from abroad and since i love chokolates, i ate one. but to my surprise, my coughs started to occur. i can't believe that even a a little chocolate would cause my throat to be itchy. the next morning, i asked my mom to buy me a medicine for my cough. she gave me a medicine but it cause me another sickness again. i got a flu right after the 15 minutes that i took it. haizt! i got a two problems then. my mom bought me a paracetamol for my flu and still i continue taking the capsule for my cough. haha! and here's the next happening, while taking up on the stairs for my first subject, i can't explain why i felt a difficulty in breathing. even just a simple step would cause me to catch up a breath. then i found out that i already have rashes on my arms. and it was very itchy. i knew that from the first place, i can't take paracetamol medicines anymore because i'm allergic to it. but i took the risk 'coz i had hopes that my flu would be better abd that my allergy won't attack. but obviously, i didn't succeeded.




at noon, we were heading for our PE class. and our class is about dancing the Jai HO song. i thought that i could stand what i feel. but as we repeat the steps over and over, there i felt so much exhaustion. i was already hyperventilating! but i can't find myself asking my teacher to excuse me for a while. i don't have the guts. i stll proceed on dancing even though i'm already on the state of trying my hardest to get every breath.

have you experience holding your breath under water? that's how i felt that day. i felt like i'm drowning. i can't breathe. it took me maybe 3 secs to have another breath. after that PE, i went home to change my shirt 'coz i thought that's the reason why i'm losing my breath and why my cough is still on. but you know what? every walk that i'm pursuing to do with my best, i felt like i would die or collapsed at any moment. that i would be rushed to the emergency room and be the talk of the university.

when i got home, my mom insisted to take me to the hospital to have a check-up. she told me that i looked at my worst. though i am worried that i could be absent, i still go to the hosptal withmy mom, 'coz i also know that i won't stand it anymore if i head back to school again. my rashes got worsen. they're now on my face! and i can't breath easy. it's worse than ever! i felt like i could die on the spot!

when my lab test result was given, it showed there that i have so much platelet counts. it's above average. my white blood cells are also very high. almost half of the normal WBC count. we were reffered to the only Allercologist in the city the next 2 days and the doctor said that i should have been admitted on the same day that i had my check-up. i have whizzings ( it's like a singing tone inside my lungs) when he checked me with his stethoscope. he told me that my airways became smaller. that's the reason why i can't breathe. and at any moment, i could die if it won't be treated. he suggested to have me admitted because it would be too risky if i would stay home. my airways might be blocked while i am sleeping. and that frightened me!

i can't imagine that, that allergy that i simple thought was nothing, would cause me to death! the doctor said that one month ago, his co-doctor died beause of the same illness that i have. tsk! tsk! that's hilarious!




and so, my mom took me to the hospital. i went first to the admitting section. at first i was scared. to my knowledge, i've never been dextrosed since birth. and i am worried about the pain. hehe! and believe me, masakit talaga siya. haha! i was admitted there for 3 days. i had been using nebulizer. have been injected several times. and took several medicines for my allergy. the whole hospital thing has itsadvantages and disadvantaes. the advantage is, i'm treated like a baby! hehe that's whta i love about it. lolz!

so, i now that i am out, i would be more careful next time. i would take medicines in time. i would avoid the restricted foods. i would not pressure myself so much anymore. and i would manage my time well so that i won't have to deal with too much stress anymore. hai nalang! i have to do those things so that i could attend classes. so that i my life won't be in a risk anymore. and so that i won't pay another hospital bill anymore for my admission fees.

so guys, be watchful of your health. MAHAL MAGKASAKIT TALAGA. and it's epidemic season. may viruses are spreading in and out of the country. and don't be rebelliuos like me. hehe

All this time, I've been thinking if I am really ready for facing the new phase of my life as as student. I usually think about how would I respond to the culture shock that my friends described when they became college. I'm worried about how would I accept more responsibilities in terms of my studies - 'coz actually, I'm a lazy studier! haha though I was still able to get high grades. But I know this time would be different. There will be more assignments, reports in front the new strange looking classmates, adjusting to my unwanted schedule, and studying thicker examination coverage.

7.30 am

Me and my buddy, Kim, went to our new school. we ought to attend our OrSem (orientation seminar). I was excited then 'coz I know, I will meet different faces and that event will start my college life and answer most of my questions about it.

And there I see the printed papers hanged on a certain wall, I thought it was just about notices or what, but hey, our block section was actually listed there! haha good thing that I thought of staring at it.

around 8-9:00 am

I'd finally seen the bunch of freshies gathered in the covered court. Shuckz! Our number was like twice the population of my former school! I was like astound to see that number of people as large as that belonging to one school. hehe

After the blah-blah-blahs we proceeded to our designated rooms. I belong to block section A1 so we went to the HR building. From there, I have already criticized my well, no so-called new classmates. Most of them are girls. and I must admit, I'm disappointed 'coz there's no cute guy in our section! hahaha!

As I observe the girls, they're very confident. Like, I feel O.P (out of place) with the way they walk, how they look and their strong personas. I'm like being envious at that point. hehe

We had some activities there including the usual stuff, introducing our own names. But this time, it's different. more exciting yet i can't imagine myself doing that stupidity in front of strangers. hehe... Have you already spelled your name using your booty? Like forming letters with shaking it? haha I've done that! When i watched my classmates, some of them are funny. Some of them were like under the influence of alcohol lol! just kidding. Some of them are really shy. some of them are good in shaking those behinds (i wish i belong to that). But honestly, of all that shaking thing, I didn't get the letters. hehe maybe i was just not paying attention (my usual habit).


But you know what? I think, I belong to one of the best groups of freshmen. 'coz we're all like leading the class. We're not like the others who were pointing each other to lead the group. And I'm amazed that somehow, I could now have proxies in leading the class (which i am tired of doing all these years).

My first impression of my class was, it will be competitive in terms of school programs and contests. And I like that idea. however, I know that it would be also a lot hard for me to adjust in my new environment. Just like what our TNT kiddingly said, "WELCOME TO HELL!" haha! She got us on that. Though it's more like an hyperbole, I know that somehow, she's telling the truth.

hehe...

I can now proclaim myself as a CERTIFIED COLLEGE STUDENT. haizt!


Things would be a lot different shifting from an ordinary high school girl to a new life of college woman.

WELCOME TO HELL... hahaha!

just as when i finished paying the cashier at a drugstore, i thought of picking up my cellphone from my bag to check if there's a new message. and to my surprise, i can't find it -or should i say them- on the outside pocket of my sling bag! i've searched for them inside my bag but i found nothing.

i was just so frustrated, devastated and mad at myself for being so irresponsible (again) on keeping my valuable things secure! it won't be a big deal if it was only my own cellphone which had been stolen. but the other phone, was my brother's. i just borrowed it but then, i lost it. damn! all i could remember was a tall girl standing right next to me whom i thought is also a customer. i can't remember her face anymore and i'm not also sure if she was really the one who took my phones. but i know that even if i caught her, she would deny it and she might have already passed the phones to her accomplices.

this is already the third time that i lost my cellphone. probably, i was born that reckless and stupid. haizt!

my problem now is how would i return my bro's phone. the same quality and features. next time, i must. i must be careful. i must not be stupid and careless anymore.

i am such a big-damn-stupid!

This summer is different-i guess. 'coz this is the first time of my college life and the last summer of my high school's. A lot of things must be prepared for. Including how will i act on my college. My mom said i should be more serious and spend less of going out with my friends, well, how many times have they seen me going out? Once, twice,thrice? Anyway, back to the summer topic, as i said, this one made a lot of difference. It's kind'a bored but at least i now have my computer to ease some of those boredom out.

Let me tell what memorable things that I've done within the two months being imprisoned. haha... As of now, there are only few days left. See how the days go by that fast? OMG. gotta be ready for the big world. haizt...


But before summer ends, here are the exciting-i think- and different things I'd done this summer. (from April 1-May blah-blah...hehe)


FAREWELL PARTY AT WHITE HAVEN,GUMASA (HUHU)

I haven't posted the details here yet. so this must be the right time to post them.
By just instantly looking at the pictures, you'll have the idea what interesting things we did there. haha Eating. Swimming. Shell-hunting. Eating again. Swimming again. Sand-exfoliating (we actually rub the white & wet sand in our faces). Laughing. Dancing. Singing. Feeling the heat of the sun. Chatting. What else? uhm... Starfish gazing. haha... And playing a parlor game.


Sorry if i was not able to post more photos here.

The last farewell party that we had is of course a memorable one for me. I don't know how and when can we see each other again with the same completeness. I just hope that I could still see most of my beloved classmates often. And also my beloved teachers. We should spend another party next summer!



TWILIGHT FEVER COMES BACK.



I guess it never stopped at the movie TWILIGHT. When I bought the next 2 sequels of it - in form of a book - the fever that I used to have came back in to my nerves. And even for myself, I can't believe that I had actually finished reading NEW MOON - which contains 600+ number of pages - in less than a week! i didn't know that I could actually do that. I am such a lazy reader. before I got the sequels, I only buy the thin ones so that I won't get bored reading the whole thing. haha it was such a big accomplishment for me! Now, I'm on the 3rd one, ECLIPSE. And I could say that it's more exciting and has more actions than the preceding book. It also has the same number of pages. I'm now on the 26th chapter out of 27. Another accomplishment again before summer ends!


TOO MANY BACK & FORTH ROAD TRIPS.




I can't remember how many times did i rode on a more than 2-hour bus trip back & forth. That's how i spend my vacation going to other places. Along with my family, I realized that I don't throw up anymore every time i go to long distance places. I don't have motion sickness anymore. haha! Another achievement! I love it... I discovered that I love traveling pala. Wow! That's my first dream eh. To travel around the world.. haizt! I wish I had more money to do that. poof!


I'M STILL THE GUITAR CHICK.

Though i haven't played my guitar as much as I do before, I still play sometimes. When time comes that i don't wanna read my books and sit in front of the computer. I actually grabbed a new song mag. It contains the latest songs that me and my classmates used to sing before the school year ends(huhu! bakit mo pinaalala!). I enjoy playing the songs 'coz I know a lot of it- though sometimes I sing acapella. I love playing country music. Music of Taylor swift mostly.




Look at my guitar. It was my birthday present when i was in first year. Old enough right? but it still works! It may have some bruises - hehe - but the tune still sounds like the first day i used it. iI could still remember how I play the guitar as a beginner. You may laugh at me then. hehe but you know what? I am glad that I became an instrument for my brothers and cousins to learn that instrument. they got interested in that thing too. And now, they're way much better than I am. But I don't care. at least, I know for myself that I'm the original in the family in our generation to have that love for music and guitar. And look at me now. I'm popular for my pseudonym, Guitar_chick! (hehe jsut assuming)


MY EVER LOYAL COMPUTER, RED.



Who said I forgot RED? of course I won't. he's - he's a guy for me hehe - the main reason why i still manage to enjoy my summer when I'm at home. Friendster. Limewire. Youtube. Facebook. Yahoo messenger. And of course, Blogger! Those are the things that Red had provided me. hehe... My whole summer thing became different from last year 'coz he's already here. And guess what? It's his 1st birthday last May 24! Oops! I forgot to greet him. Red made the summer of my mom also different. hehe... 'coz when I'm not in front of him, mom, sneaks in to play her gamehouse. And when I'm getting bored browsing the net, I also play one of her games. cute right? Lady playing some of kids' computer games. That's the only thing I could play with since I don't know how to play those online games. Though many are addicted to those. I guess i am not born to play those stuffs. hehe



So that was it! people may find it not interesting to read, but who cares? That's how I spend my summer. hehe... oops! there's another one!



WALKATHON WITH MY NEIGHBOR CLASSMATES.

Lately, I text my sis, Roy to join me walking on the subdivision. I'm tired of waking up late and feeling so heavy. We joined forces with Jeymar. hehe and it was fun. In a way, we became close enough after our high school life. We talk about our memories while walking. And most of the times, they two visit me at night. They said they miss me. How sweet of them. Try walkathon with your friends. It's a great way of bonding. promise. :)

hey... i am now on to post my new blog. yeah i know, i don't have blogspot fans like the others. and maybe the other bloggers didn't even know i exist. hehe! (sino nga ba naman ako? hamak na bratinella lang) well... it doesn't matter anymore. whether i have fans or none. i am just starting pa lang naman so...

may bukas pa.

can you read the line in the picture? i wish i am like Santino who could directly tell Bro about his problems and baout everything. i am very glad that there's a tv program like this.

i am amazed that not only the people of that so-called barangay had been changed because of the words of Santino, but also me. and i am proud of that. it's no just a teleserye for me. i get encourage everytime i watch it. TAMA SI SANTINO... may bukas pa! :)

4. role model: superBIANCA GONZALEZ

when i open my site, i am frustrated that i have no views and no comments. while in the site of ms. bianca, everything that she is posting has opinions. and i bet she already has a thousand of followers (including me). but hey?! i opened her first archive 09.23.03 i guess? her posts at that time we're different from her topics now. and she also had zero comments! haha see?

even BIANCA GONZALEZ had gone through a long way before reacing that minimum of 95 comments.


but by the way, let's go to the real topic. those are just blah-blahs...hehe superbianca is my idol(some say it's a sin... i'm not praising her ok?)...yeah. i love her style. her face. her hosting abilities. i just wanted to be like her. she looks independent. she's not mayabang ang in fact, she's doing charities on and off cam. kumusta naman yon?


she's reaching out for children who can't afford to go to school. she's the type of woman i want to be when i get my dream job. you know that? independent, smart, private,witty, gorgeous, feeling young and looking young. hehe! i wish i could be like her. doing charities. i've always wanted to help others (if i only have money)... i know, by the power and enthusiasm that GOD has given me, i can be like her in many ways! haha

1. i used to hate girly dresses when i was a kid. pants and t-shirts were the best attire for me.

2. laking lola ako. and my family name was taken from my lolo in the mother's side

3. i am the only daughter out of 6 children. grabeh noh?

4. i collect song hits. as of now, i think i already have 30? marami na rin yun ah.

5. i wasn't paying for my books and tuition fees anymore because i'm a scholar for 4 years.

6. i started learning how to use the internet when i was in grade-2.


7. before, i can hardly make myself fall asleep.

8. i wrote my first love letter to my crush when i was in grade 3.

9. i got lost in a mall when we went to manila when i was still 6.

10. i love cokefloat and the frnech fries of mcdonald's.

11. i'm good at alibis. hehe

12. i'm a certified techno addict.

13. i still don't know if i had been really inlove.

14. i love takuyaki! very much...

15. my very first ambition was to be like APRIL BOY. haha

16. i'm closer to my mommy(grandmother) than to my real mama.

17. i used to write my name as two words. but i found out that it's one word lang pala.
LADYKRISFFER not LADY KRISFFER.

18. i've never watched any SAW movie. toinks!

19. my first pet was a rooster named, DEEEDEEE.

20. i was once a boyish kid.

21. i save the pictures of hot guys and cutie celebrities from the internet sites.

22. i hate ACCOUNTANCY but i'm getting it as my course on June.

23. i love cooking but i don't know how to. weird right?

24. i was suplada when i was a kid.

25. i used to be scared of fair-skinned people but now, i'm belonging to them. hehe


post your 25 random things just like what i did.

now, what can you say about it?

ok. so i have something to clear about this one. boys may think that all of us, girls, can be easily tamed by their sweet words and kilig-to-the-bone gestures. but to tell you guys, you can't practice that kind of a stupid and maybe funny attitude on me.

because as a matter of fact, i've been through that many times. and i already learned my lesson. *laughs* guys are good friends but girls must not trust those guys immediately when it comes to LOVE. i don't know if what's up with them having to lie on girls and telling them I LOVE YOU though it's not true. would they become a millionaire if they make a million of girls cry? c'mon guys. don't be silly.

well sooOOoory for the guy (who's also a good friend of mine) who tried to make me fall in love with him. i know at the first place that his illness attacked again so i didn't believe him in everything that he texted me. sorry huh? i'm not like your girlfriend. i'm not saying that she's cheap but i must prove that i don't belong. wahahaha

guys are major liars and losers. hehe! fool anyone else! not me. lucky you if you can capture my heart. i'm not writing this one just because i am mad. just informing everyone, especially girls, that thou shall not trust boys with all your heart and soul. take it with a grain of salt. okey?

better be careful and having no boyfriend than having one not knowing he is just laughing at your back seeing you madly inlove with him. try to study what lesson i've learned.

the picture above was my clique. by just looking at the picture, i know you can automatically understand what i am talkng about. this pic was taken during our Xmas party last decamber 2008. this is just one of our overall happy moments together. we were like kids. we can't even imagine that we're already going to college! look at us. i would just want to show and express to you how lucky and how grateful i am for having been belonged to this batch.

we will always rock! our memories will speak on how great batch is ours. yeah man! rock and roll!